You dont deserve anything . Anything at all. Whatever comes your way now , is your own doing.
As disgusting as it is to say i wish i couldnt feel it all
I want the cigarette smoke to fall so deep that it hurts my lungs
I want it punish every hole
Everything that there is here
I want it broken
Emptied
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"I’ve spent so much time in my head and in my heart that I forgot to live in my body."
- Tara Hardy, Bone Marrow (via natashakills)
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I dont know if i even have the right to be angry
I dont
Im angry at myself
"FUCK LOVE, The most beautiful thing but the biggest curse. Sometimes I wish I had never experienced love Sometimes I wish things had happened differently FUCK YOU"
"Get out of bed, make a hot drink and go outside. You owe yourself that much. Maybe you still cry in far too many public bathrooms, but I swear, you stay a few seconds less every time. Smile at strangers if it’s all you can do, know that life doesn’t start when the sun rises or the credits roll but when you decide it’s time to go after what you deserve, and you deserve everything because we are alive both only once and a million times every day and every minute is something new to learn and someone new to love, and if it all crashes and burns as it so often does cling on to hope through it all and don’t ever ever ever let it go. Start your life again whenever you need to. Repeat after me: it is not yet the end. It is not yet the end. It is not yet the end."
- a greater reality (via cariosus)
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I WANT TO BE HERE
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